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talked to her on the phone... i know my decision is sudden and fucked up.. but i really cannot take the pressure from my mum anymore.. and between us there are juz to many "if's" and "but's" i'm really stressed out... i dunno when u might burst again and everything.. i dun wan one day u burst and flare and juz leave me and our child.. i dun wish to have this kind of things happening to me.. wat i wan is a happy and loving family.. a wife tat will support watever i do and believe and trust me 100%, tis is something tat u always had problems wif... i need a wife tat does things tat i dun have to worry for and will tink maturly and is able to at least help me take care abit of the house. i dun expect u to do all the household chores.. but do watever tat's within ur own limits.. not those tat knowing it's the lunar month but still runs out in the middle of the night when u are pregnant.. ya i know it's nearby but so? i'm not being unreasonable.. i'm being frank.. who's not protective?? i really had enuff wif the guys can contact u girls cannot contact me sort of things already.. i have my own will and friends too... instead of beliving tat i will love u whole heartedly u restricted my freedom.. i have to earn a living.. it's naturally that i will get to know pple of the opposite sex and talk to them or mention them.. sorry that i cannot live up to ur expectations forever.. so instead of signing the divorce papers.. i would rather not sign the marriage paper in the begining.. we had drag enuff pples into our problems already so i would rather not trouble anyone anymore.. sigh