today went to toa payoh for the couselling for me and dear's marriage... was si bei tiring for me and dear... finish at 6.. after tat went down to yvonne creative to see our photos again.. and have chose our photo album's cover all those.. after that we rushed to sakae at ps to eat.. dear and me eat alot sia.. 2 pple eat till 70 dollars like tat.. lolx!! after tat we bought tickets for the show gamer.. before the show dear pei me go parklane to play black shot.. lolx.. thanks dear.. love u lots..!! =D den now juz reach home den going to play b.s ler.. thanks dear for today! =D

very long nv post liao ler.. anyway had been bz working.. and juz recovered wif a sore throat.. anyway me and dear ok ler.. she promised me to guai guai.. so must guai guai hor!! anyway we went to choose our wedding photos.. all so nice.. but can onli keep abt 60 of them.. total 400+ omg... den mummy say keep 95.. den me and dear manage to psycho mummy to get the 120 pics one.. den we get to keep the master copy.. wooo.. thanks alot mummy.. love u lots.. dear.. see mummy dote on us so much.. must treasure her ok... anyway stop here ler.. mucks~

very long nv post liao ler.. anyway had been bz working.. and juz recovered wif a sore throat.. anyway me and dear ok ler.. she promised me to guai guai.. so must guai guai hor!! anyway we went to choose our wedding photos.. all so nice.. but can onli keep abt 60 of them.. total 400+ omg... den mummy say keep 95.. den me and dear manage to psycho mummy to get the 120 pics one.. den we get to keep the master copy.. wooo.. thanks alot mummy.. love u lots.. dear.. see mummy dote on us so much.. must treasure her ok... anyway stop here ler.. mucks~

i know it's very evil.. but after hearing wat ur mum say it's way over my limit.. i dun see a need to talk abt it or think anymore.. fuck it.. sry baby.. daddy had to let u go not because i dun love ur mummy or u.. but it's because of those awful words ur grandma said tat cause me to let u go...

after thinking i told u give me today to think carefully but instead.. i saw ur msn playing minesweeper wif ur precious ex bf.. if tat's the case wat more u wan me to say.. i'm speechless.. forget it.. i dunno wat's true in this world anymore...

talked to her on the phone... i know my decision is sudden and fucked up.. but i really cannot take the pressure from my mum anymore.. and between us there are juz to many "if's" and "but's" i'm really stressed out... i dunno when u might burst again and everything.. i dun wan one day u burst and flare and juz leave me and our child.. i dun wish to have this kind of things happening to me.. wat i wan is a happy and loving family.. a wife tat will support watever i do and believe and trust me 100%, tis is something tat u always had problems wif... i need a wife tat does things tat i dun have to worry for and will tink maturly and is able to at least help me take care abit of the house. i dun expect u to do all the household chores.. but do watever tat's within ur own limits.. not those tat knowing it's the lunar month but still runs out in the middle of the night when u are pregnant.. ya i know it's nearby but so? i'm not being unreasonable.. i'm being frank.. who's not protective?? i really had enuff wif the guys can contact u girls cannot contact me sort of things already.. i have my own will and friends too... instead of beliving tat i will love u whole heartedly u restricted my freedom.. i have to earn a living.. it's naturally that i will get to know pple of the opposite sex and talk to them or mention them.. sorry that i cannot live up to ur expectations forever.. so instead of signing the divorce papers.. i would rather not sign the marriage paper in the begining.. we had drag enuff pples into our problems already so i would rather not trouble anyone anymore.. sigh

working at parkmall

working at parkmall today.. i lost my voice.. sigh.. lost my voice since yesterday night.. zzz today gotten a little better but still damn no voice.. grrr.. *angry*

went to sebai yesterday wif almost the whole gang.. but left quite early as liquor had finish.. she msged me telling me she going her friend's place nearby onli.. it's in the night and u are walking along to ur friend's place.. wat the hell.. i told u b4 it's the lunar 7th month but yet u still like this.. reach already also nv tell me.. who's place also never tell me... reached home for mj session wif ah an, candice and her sister.. and i do mean her REAL BLOOD sister.. zzz..
finished mj at abt 5 and i tink she's still at her bloody friend's place.. dunno wat's so nice to stay at her friend's place instead of staying at home... read her blog.. even more pissed.. argh.. pissed

photo shoot

ok... had been very long since i blogged... anyway yesterday's me and darling's 9th month annivsary!! happy 9th month baby!! thanks for the suprise~~ love u lots... had been crazily working and gaming for the past 2 months.. lolx... and today went for our out-door shoot.. really very tiring day today.. had lots of fun for me.. but as for dear i dunno ler.. lolx.. dear so poor thing.. got a little sunburn due to the sun.. but really lucky today as past 2 times we wanted to have our outdoor shoot but was cancelled due to the rain.. but today lucky.. no rain!! den i juz removed my make up.. -_-" den now waiting for dear to finish remove make up b4 going to go pom pom~~ =P ok.. stop here ler.. tml still gotta work...