ok.. had been donkey years since i last posted and updated my blog.. anyway finally had our marriage lots of birthdays had passed.. ah siao,joseph's and also lao po's friends birthday.. anyway this few days still as usual been bz working like hell.. zzz and dear had really become much more guai ler.. will listen to me more and lesser attitude liao ler.. haha.. think stop here liao.. too much to say but dunno wanna start from where also.. will try to upload photos if not lazy.. =P

p.s DEAR i Love u!!! *roars*

how i wished i dun have to blog..

everytime i blog means that something sad or fustrating is going on wif my life.. yes.. i hardly blog good stuffs in my blog.. the reasons is that sad or fustrating stuffs are harder to be spoken out loud.. so instead of speaking it to anyone.. this is the best place for me i suppose...

dunno why everytime when u aren't with me , we will have to quarrel... no matter whether is it over small issues or even stupid issues.. yesterday had a long day at work and even made the effort to go find u to have lunch together.. but juz because of me asking if can i go drinking wif my collegues u started giving me attitude the entire day... even till night time.. come on.. i'm onli drinking wif my guy collegues and nothing more... u? go meet ur friends(i'm fine wif it) but wif guys that u totally do not know?? and some guy that is so forever fucking desperate to meet u one.. how will i feel?? reached home yesterday night tried talking abit to u ended up things got worst.. woke up today and was working the entire day and things had gotten better but because of me leaving a comment to a girl u pressume that i'm flirting?? did u even read the comment tat i left?? does saying don't think so much and keep yourself occupied and cheer up counts as flirting?? you said today's mooncake festival and wanted to celebrate it so i was thinking of meeting u and everything ended up because of this type of small comments issues u say u not meeting me.. wat more u expect from me?? u can have guy friends and they can msg u and call u n EVEN MSN U SAYING WILL WAIT FOR U THOSE BULL SHIT but i can't even leave a small comment? is this even fair? i'm not saying i wans to contact girls or watever shit but if even u urself can't limit den u expect others to do it yet u can't? it's a funny joke.. the last time before we decide to be back together u were agreeing wif everything and all sorts of promises.. but after 1-2 months ? everything gets back to square one.. u may not notice but u are no different wif who u are in the past.. u have juz changed back to the same old u.. wat happen to all the promises and agreement??? if u can't even keep ur own promises or do wat promised den dun expect more from others..