i love you; boy♥

Is me. Linda. Jayson's gf; wife soon. I'm helping him to update his blog while he is sleeping quietly like a baby. Okays, time now is 3:00am' 1st of sep. Is my anniversary with him. Cheer! I don't know what i should do, so giving him a litter surprise by this. (People see this, please give him a message asap telling him Linda had given him a litter surprise, thank you.) Hope he will like it. Phew, thought he going to wake up. alright, i better get the topic started before he...

Okay, now. SURPRISE! Dear. Happy 9th Anniversary. Well, most importantly. I LOVE YOU DEAR. Gosh, how am i going to leave without you. Only you can make me smile. Uh uh, no one else. You only. I love you truly, i love you madly, i love you deeply. I always said, action speaks louder than words. I hope you already can see my action has been changing already. Just for you my boy. We will have our 10th Anni then follow on to year by year and to FOREVER. Till death do us part. I will never forget de. I never regret knowing you, however thanks to god. I never regret being with you nor having your baby. I had never regret all the thing i've done with you. Even quarrel, it build us stronger. Am i right, my precious? I bet i know what you will say. "Of cause, silly girl." Ha-has. Dear, whenever you are around, i feel so warm, comfortable and safe. Tried without you for 1 week, remember? Makes me so lost. So, boy. You belong's to me. I never want that feeling ever again. DON'T WANT! DON'T WANT! Alright, think i will stop. Kind of tired already. Yawn. Of cause, I'll never forgot, Jayson ho, i love you. MUACKS!

Written By, Jayson's Gf;wife. -/♥ 011208

alot of things happened this 2 days.. lots of quarrel and fights.. but i believe tat as long as we believe each other and everything no problems will stand between us.. i love you baby~ =)

zzz.. currently at work place working... so tired. quarrelled wif dear over issues like i couldn't wake up today morning to send her to the hospital for the scan.. but even if i didn't wake up and go, can't u go without me? or can't u wait for me to go tml? you can slp as much as u wan. but i can't.. when the time for me to wake up to go prepare to go work i have to drag myself out of bed no matter how tired i am... and because of such small issues u have to say things like u are starting to hate me... yes i know i've done things tat let u down in the past. if u can't forgive and forget den say it... watever i do u are juz nv pleased wif it.. i had nv treated or give in to someone as much as this b4 and you are the one tat's always flaring ur temper nowadays and wat? expecting me to coax u or give in all the time?? i'm a human also.. i also have my temper.. we're already getting married and i did hold to my promises but wat abt u? u promised to control ur temper but did u? u are flaring and giving me attitude over small issues.. if u dread getting married so much juz say it now.. dun end up hurting both of us even deeper.. i know i can't lose u. but if there's ever a day u will end up leaving me den i would rather u leave now n end up breaking up this family. really damn pissed off now.. argh!