lost-child-crying-in-the-rain

zzz.. currently at work place working... so tired. quarrelled wif dear over issues like i couldn't wake up today morning to send her to the hospital for the scan.. but even if i didn't wake up and go, can't u go without me? or can't u wait for me to go tml? you can slp as much as u wan. but i can't.. when the time for me to wake up to go prepare to go work i have to drag myself out of bed no matter how tired i am... and because of such small issues u have to say things like u are starting to hate me... yes i know i've done things tat let u down in the past. if u can't forgive and forget den say it... watever i do u are juz nv pleased wif it.. i had nv treated or give in to someone as much as this b4 and you are the one tat's always flaring ur temper nowadays and wat? expecting me to coax u or give in all the time?? i'm a human also.. i also have my temper.. we're already getting married and i did hold to my promises but wat abt u? u promised to control ur temper but did u? u are flaring and giving me attitude over small issues.. if u dread getting married so much juz say it now.. dun end up hurting both of us even deeper.. i know i can't lose u. but if there's ever a day u will end up leaving me den i would rather u leave now n end up breaking up this family. really damn pissed off now.. argh!